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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

The Movement

From the Armageddon Conspiracy website:

What will you do to defeat the oppressors who run our world? Read a few articles on the internet and nod your head, then go back to whatever you were doing before? The world changes because people make it change. Tragically, there are few genuine "changers" out there: people who make things happen, people who actually do things.

One of the most depressing aspects of the human race is that so many people are so passive. Sure, they complain until they're blue in the face when they're sitting in a bar ventilating to their friends, but what do they actually do to make a difference? Yet some people - the game changers - do not hesitate. They don't wait for life.. Instead, they make life do their bidding. They are dynamos, burning with excess energy. If they soared into the night sky, they would light up the world. A Movement that can bring on board all of the game changers cannot lose.

The Old World Order will collapse when they discover they are up against a group of people who are much more intelligent, talented, committed and determined than they are. That group is forming right now. You can be part of it too. Join the Movement. Become who you were always meant to be.

Today, we will highlight the work of "FV" from Germany. He is already demonstrating the talent and energy that marks out leaders. In the Movement, leaders are not appointed. They emerge through their own efforts. They create themselves.

Are you a leader?

Join the Movement forum today!

Look for me on this forum, Anton.


Monday, December 28, 2009

Chemical Suppression

Attenta. Efexor XR. Cipramil. Zyprexa. Lexapro. Aropax. Seroquel. Abilify. Prozac. Avanza. Pristiq. Cymbalta. Clozaril. Luvox...all psychiatric drugs designed to induce a personality change. The list of these nasty drugs grows daily it seems as drug companies are eager as hell to cash in on societies willingness to take pills. Legal drug dealers. If one does their research on the net one can easily find numerous accusations of drug trial result tampering to favour the drug for FDA approval. Guilty parties include Eli Lilly, AstraZeneca and Wyeth to name a few.

Are these psychotropic drugs destroying the lives and souls of all whom are under the spell of, or trapped by addiction to one or many of these drugs? It is my firm belief that antipsychotics should be left for people who are actually in a state of psychosis and pose a significant danger to themselves and others; the same goes with antidepresants. In this case the benefits of taking these drugs will outweigh the risks. Atypical antipsychotics have been proven to cause diabetes and weight gain and another possible and frightening effect is an irreversible condition called tardive dyskinesia, a condition that results in involuntary and/or repetive movements of usually the face. One can experience this as a result of long term use of dopamine antagonists; ie antipsychotics.

Do you know anyone who takes antipsychotic or antidepressant medications? Do you take any of these medications, such as Zyprexa?


or Luvox?


Without a doubt you would know at least one person on any of the drugs mentioned at the beginning of this post. In the UK for example, the amount of prescriptions written for antidepressants almost equaled the total population! The rat of prescriptions for antidepressants is growing at a steady rate and another trend is for average happy people who begin to take antidepressants to feel 'better than normal'. In this case antidepressant usage will inevitably drag these people into the trap, unable to come off the drugs.

Have you ever tried to have a proper conversation with a person who has taken a 100mg+ dose of Seroquel, which by the way is a moderate dose.

An acquaintance of mine who takes Seroquel daily at 400-800mg is an absolute zombie who can never remember what he has been doing and uses his girlfriend as his memory. This is an ex H user who claims his prescribed dose of between 400-800mg daily (how much he takes depends on how he feels) of Seroquel makes him 'nod' harder than any other drug.


My experience with psychotropic drugs extends back to a decade ago when I was first prescribed Aropax for 'depression'. Aropax wasn't doing it's 'intended' job after 3 months so I was switched to Efexor XR at 150mg daily, alongside Valium at 5mg daily.

After being on the Efexor/Valium duo for two years I was discontinued off of Efexor and placed onto Cipramil and Avanza simultaneously after what was a horrifying experience of 2 weeks of Efexor withdrawal. Electric shock flashes behind the eyes and throughout my brain, flu like feeling, fatigue, emotional distress, insomnia, anger, falling over and stumbling and a repulsive sensation throughout my limbs. It was awful. After two weeks of being on Cipramil and Avanza I still had significant anxiety and I began exhibiting strong drug seeking behaviour for benzodiazepines, and sought Valium and Xanax at every opportunity and swallowed them like sweets. Another dependence had emerged...


After doing 6-8mg Xanax daily for almost two years I finally sought treatment for benzodiazepine addiction and was discontinued from Cipramil and placed onto Lexapro (almost identical drug). I was then slowly removed from Avanza and placed onto a Valium taper for 6 months, whereupon I jumped off at a dose of 5mg per day with no ill effects. Life on a high dose of Xanax is hard to live due to the oft experienced amnesia episodes. The cloudiness and lack of clarity in the mind create a strong state of emotional blunting. I was like the living dead yet I managed to hold down a full time job for the entire time I was on Xanax and no-one said a word about how blunted I was...

Four years later free of benzodiazepines. I am still on Lexapro and aim to be off of it by early March, 2010 as I am slowly tapering. Mind you I was told by my GP that Lexapro wouldn't cause a withdrawal syndrome like most other antidepressants...litle did I know. I've been a few days without and the withdrawal is every bit as bad as every other antidepressant out there.

SSRI antidepressants are bad enough but now in this greedy Big Pharma corporate controlled world we now have so called 'antipsychotics' such as Seroquel being prescribed for non psychotic complaints such as anxiety, insomnia and depression. Where does this greed and insanity stop?

From the AstraZeneca website:


Seroquel
, (quetiapine) is an antipsychotic medication indicated for the treatment of schizophrenia and for the treatment of acute manic episodes associated with bipolar disorder.


Since when does insomnia or anxiety fall under schitzophrenia or acute manic episodes?

Ladies and gentlemen we live in dangerous times where our GP's/prescribing doctors are our worst enemy. Can't sleep? Instead of teaching (or giving literature about) proven sleep hygeine methods, doctors now prescribe SSRI antidepressants and antipsychotics to replace old fashioned benzodiazepines which certainly work but has the nasty problem of the fact that people seem to enjoy benzo's and thus become swiftly dependent!

The criteria for prescribing psychiatric drugs now covers a miriad of ailments, leading to the prescribing of major tranquilizers for minor maladies. This concerns me as the majority are not going to do their own study on their prescribed drugs and are going to take the GP's word as gospel and simply swallow drugs that are dangerous and mostly cause worst symptoms in the long run than the patient presented with initially.


Stilnox, Ambien, Lunesta and Imovane are marketed as 'non addictive' alternatives to benzodiazepines such as Mogadon and Temazepam...yet strong and numerous evidence and stories are coming forth of addiction and physical dependence, sleepwalking, anterograde amnesia and even deaths coming foward, thus tainting the 'clean' reputation of the 'Z' class of sleeping aids.

Benzodiazepines have these effects in higher doses, but a simple dose of 10mg of Zolpidem can cause bizarre behaviour that includes binge eating, staring at or standing in one spot for long periods of time, repetitive talking, taking more of the drug unknowingly, disinhibition, drunken gait, sleep driving, night walking, hallucinations and falls. I have experience with Zolpidem first hand and know it really creates a euphoric mindframe and bizarre thought trains reminiscent of tripping on a hallucinogen. Judging by the state of my house after nights on Zolpidem, I believe I rarely slept whilst on it. I will discuss this in it's own personal post one day.

I have limited experience with Seroquel and I will never touch this drug again. My first ever dose was 200mg and I used it for sleep during a recent Buprenorphine withdrawal. Took it at a mates house and began the struggle to walk home. After 20 minutes I felt my mind slip and an intense fear overcame me as I thought and felt the 'what the fuck have I done' realisation. I staggered the remaining 10 minutes walk home and was so relieved to make it home and collapse on my bed and subsequently sleep the next 14 hours straight through after being awake for over 48 hours.

The next day always is cloudy after Seroquel and it creates a weird head buzz that does not feel natural. Imagine having no personality and feeling just content to sit and stare into space...this is what Seroquel feels like. The drowsiness is at first unpleasant as approximately 20 minutes after taking the drug a sensation of agitation and restlessness kicks in but dissipates after half an hour when the Quel really kicks in, creating the perfect drowsed zombie human state. Chemical Supression at its finest.


One only has to type the name of any psychotropic drug into google and delve a few pages in to clearly see that the dangers of these drugs are becoming quickly apparent. After 10 years of antidepressant dependence I feel like my livelihood has been robbed, my brain defiled and damaged and my ability to love or feel loved removed. I know I am not the person I was 10 years ago in regards to personality and I wonder who I will be when I am off Lexapro soon.

I urge everyone to use the net and do your research and say no to psych drugs, don't make the same mistakes that I have when it comes to making decisions about prescription drugs.

Some further reading.


Thursday, December 24, 2009

Crop Circles: The Art of the Hoax

Originally posted at: http://www.wattscookinblog.com/2009/12/crop-circles-the-art-of-the-hoax/

When Doug Bower and his co-conspirator Dave Chorley first created a representation of a “flying saucer nest” in a wheat field in Wiltshire, England, in 1976, they could not have foreseen that their work would become a cultural phenomenon.

Almost as soon as crop circles became public knowledge, they attracted a gaggle of self-appointed experts. An efflorescence of mystical and magical thinking, scientific and pseudo-scientific research, conspiracy theories and general pandemonium broke out. The patterns stamped in fields were treated as a lens through which the initiated could witness the activity of earth energies and ancient spirits, the anguish of Mother Earth in the face of impending ecological doom, and evidence of secret weapons testing and, of course, aliens. Today, one of the more vigorously promoted ideas is that they are messages, buried in complex numerological codes, concerning a Great Change connected to the pre-Columbian Mayan calendar and due to occur in 2012.

To appreciate how these exotic responses arose, we need to delve a little into history. Before today’s circle-makers entered the picture, there had been scattered reports of odd patterns appearing in crops, ranging from 17th century pamphlets to an 1880 account in NatureNew Scientist. In Australia, the mid- to late-1960s saw occasional reports of circles in crops, and they were often ascribed to UFO landings. At around the same time in England, the Wiltshire town of Warminster became a center of UFO-seeking “sky watches” and gave birth to its own rumors of crop circles, or “saucer nests.” None of these, unfortunately, was photographed. to a letter from astronomer Patrick Moore printed in 1963 in

It was such legends that Bower had in mind when, over a drink one evening in 1976, he suggested to his pal Chorley: “Let’s go over there and make it look like a flying saucer has landed.” It was time, thought Doug, to see a saucer nest for himself.

Since then, crop circles have been reported worldwide in a multitude of crops. In southern England, which sees most activity, circle-makers tend to concentrate on canola, barley and wheat. These grow and are harvested in an overlapping progression: canola from April through May, barley throughout May and June, and wheat from June until early September. In recent years the occasional rudimentary pattern has been found in corn, extending the crop circle season as late as October. Since Bower and Chorley’s circles appeared, the geometric designs have escalated in scale and complexity, as each year teams of anonymous circle-makers lay honey traps for New Age tourists.

A crucial clue to the circles’ allure lies in their geographical context. Wiltshire is the home of Stonehenge and an even more extensive stone circle in the village of Avebury. The rolling downs are dotted with burial mounds and solitary standing stones, which many believe to be connected by an extensive network of “leys,” or paths of energy linking these enchanted sites with others around the country. It is said that this vast network is overlaid in the form of “sacred geometries.” The region has also given rise to a rich folklore of spectral black dogs, headless coachmen and haunted houses.

Crop circles are a lens through which we can explore the nature and appeal of hoaxes. Fakes, counterfeits and forgeries are all around us in the everyday world—from dud $50 bills to spurious Picassos. People’s motives for taking the unreal as real are easily discerned: we trust our currency, and many people would like to own a Picasso. The nebulous world of the anomalous and the paranormal is even richer soil for hoaxers. A large proportion of the population believes in ghosts, angels, UFOs and ET visitations, fairies, psychokinesis and other strange phenomena. These beliefs elude scientific examination and proof. And it’s just such proof that the hoaxer brings to the table for those hungry for evidence that their beliefs are not deluded.

False evidence intended to corroborate an existing legend is known to folklorists as “ostension.” This process also inevitably extends the legend. For, even if the evidence is eventually exposed as false, it will have affected people’s perceptions of the phenomenon it was intended to represent. Faked photographs of UFOs, Loch Ness monsters and ghosts generally fall under the heading of ostension. Another example is the series of photographs of fairies taken by Elsie Wright and Frances Griffiths at Cottingley, Yorkshire, between 1917 and 1920. These show that the motive for producing such evidence may come from belief, rather than from any wish to mislead or play pranks. One of the girls insisted till her dying day that she really had seen fairies—the manufactured pictures were a memento of her real experience. And the photos were taken as genuine by such luminaries as Sir Arthur Conan Doyle—the great exponent, in his Sherlock Holmes stories, of logic.

The desire to promote evidence of anomalous and paranormal events as genuine springs from deep human longings. One is a gesture toward rationalism—the notion that nothing is quite real unless it’s endorsed by reasoned argument, and underwritten by more or less scientific proofs. But the human soul longs for enchantment. Those who don’t find their instinctive sense of the numinous satisfied by art, literature or music—let alone the discoveries of science itself—may well turn to the paranormal to gratify an intuition that mystery dwells at the heart of existence. Such people are perfectly placed to accept hoaxed evidence of unexplained powers and entities as real.

And so, the annual appearance of ever more complex patterns in the wheat fields of southern England is taken by “croppies”—the devotees who look beyond any prosaic solution for deeper explanations—as signs and wonders and prophecies. The croppies do, however, accept that some people, some of the time, are making some of the formations. They regard these human circle-makers as a nuisance, contaminators of the “evidence,” and denounce them as “hoaxers.” The term is well chosen, for it implies social deviance. And therein lies the twist in the story.

In croppy culture, common parlance is turned on its head. The word “genuine” usually implies that something has a single, identifiable origin, of established provenance. To the croppy it means the opposite: a “genuine” circle is of unknown provenance, or not man-made—a mystery, in other words. It follows that the man-made circle is a “hoax.”

Those circle-makers who are prepared to comment on this semantic reversal do so with some amusement. As far as they’re concerned, they are creating art in the fields. In keeping with New Age thought, it is by dissociating with scientific tradition that the circle-makers return art to a more unified function, where images and objects are imbued with special powers.

This art is intended to be a provocative, collective and ritual enterprise. And as such, it is often inherently ambiguous and open to interpretation. To the circle-maker, the greater the range of interpretations inspired in the audience the better. Both makers and interpreters have an interest in the circles being perceived as magical, and this entails their tacit agreement to avoid questions of authorship. This is essentially why croppies regard “man-made” circles as a distraction, a “contamination.”

Paradoxically, and unlike almost all other modern forms of art, a crop circle’s potential to enchant is animated and energized by the anonymity of its author(s). Doug Bower now tells friends that he wishes he had kept quiet and continued his nocturnal jaunts in secret. Both circle-makers and croppies are really engaged in a kind of game, whose whole purpose is to keep the game going, to prolong the mystery. After all, who would travel thousands of miles and trek through a muddy field to see flattened wheat if it were not imbued with otherworldly mystique?

As things stand, the relationship between the circle-makers and those who interpret their work has become a curious symbiosis of art and artifice, deception and belief. All of which raises the question: Who’s hoaxing whom?

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

11:11

"The Doorway of the 11:11 opened on January 11, 1992 and is now scheduled to close on November 11, 2011". From Solara website.

What exactly is 11:11? A pre encoded cellular memory? An activation code? Something good? Something evil? God? Midwayers? Angels? Does it have to do with the winter solstice on December 21, 2012 at (you guessed it) 11:11am? I don't know as I don't have the answers!

11:11 means many different things to many different people and thus has a major air of confusion about it. As someone who sees 11:11 sightings multiple times daily, this subject fascinates me as I wonder why I'm one of the ones who sees this phenomena. This not only ocurs on clocks but also receipts, on TV, in architecture, in literature and in the most random places I could possibly think of. For example yesterday I seen four staples on a cardboard box that looked disturbingly like 11 11! I know of two other people who regularly see 11:11 and one ofthose people is so sick of seeing it as it scares them and creates inner anxiety.

11:11, something to ponder.

May you see the 11:11 yourself.


The Birth of Psilostylin

Welcome all you pretty fiends to Psilostylin, the blog.

You never know what you may experience when you dare read my posts.
A waste of time? Will I talk shit? Will I have something good to say? Probably or probably not as that depends on your perception of what good or shit really is, agreed?

Is 2012 the end? Is Amy Winehouse deserving of being arrested? Is Marilyn Manson sexy? Does Westboro Baptist Church deserve Hell? Are you bored? Are magic mushrooms fun? Is drug addiction wholesome and good? Is this world run by Reptilian Aliens? Just a few examples of the bizarrities that may be encountered on this blog in the near future...

Be warned...

I have...